The Message That Brought Me Back

One day, a girl wakes up and feels light headed. Could it be the gallons of alcohol she consumed the other night? Or the euphoria brought by the company of like-minded people who shared their delirium and everything else with the group?

“Today is the day I change my life.” she suddenly blurts out.

It wasn’t clear why she said this, and maybe she IS still a bit drunk. She isn’t sure of anything anymore, and the last years are like fragments of dream puzzles that just don’t match.

For a while she reflects on how, in the middle of her sleep, she thought she heard God’s voice. Only, she wasn’t sure it was God. Was it the same guy who came as a dove to droves of people, who in turn went into a frenzy of writing and scribbling and finally came up with the book called the Bible?

Nonetheless, the message was clear:

?If you love him, continue loving him?don?t stop because you think that you will look like a fool?just love him unconditionally, with no expectations. Love him even if he?s not by your side. Love him enough to want what?s best for him. Have no desire but his own happiness. He needs you. Pray for his deliverance. Pray for his peace of mind. Pray for his happiness. This is what you ought to do. This is how “I” love you.

You have so much sadness and pain. But this is not because he hurt you. You carry with you this unnecessary burden because you distanced yourself from me. Come back to me. You have a good heart because you have my heart. Do not be weary. Do not feel lonely. Do not feel inadequate. Do not be ashamed to show your love for me. I have blessed you with so much because I have so much in store for you. Come back to me.?

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And I did just that.